Time goes by so fast....

So it's been a while since I last updated...like usual. Everything's going good. I've been pretty busy with school and work, plus i've just put my horse in training. Both him and me are way out of shape and competitions are coming up soon so we gotta work hard. I'm looking for a new horse....a younger horse to start from the beginning with. I don't really have the time for another horse  but i'll make time. I'm really gonna work hard to see how far I can go. With the boy drama.....I've been seeing this one guy for a while, but don't really think anything's gonna happen there. He's not really what I'm looking for...but maybe I'm being too picky. Ha ha. Classes are going pretty well, but i'm getting sick and tired of studying. I just want to work. I do have a 6 month internship next semester though....so that will be cool. Other than school, work and riding...i don't have much time over but i have been hanging out with friends some which have been cool.....but of course i miss all you guys  A LOT. We have to organize some sort of reunion soon....wouldn't that be awesome??

check out some of my photos....more to come soon

In need of change!

I feel like my life's not really headed the way I planned it to. I've been so busy with school, work, and riding that i haven't had time for much else. I've been taking time to hang out with friends and i've gotten to know some awesome people. I'm thinking i'll probabaly have to give up something....like working or my horse....or maybe both. The job i have right now it really demanding so i think i'm gonna get another job. Christmas and New Years was great. I got to spend time with my family and friends. Last week i went to the south part of sweden....where i'm originally from...it was great. Went to this church activity thing which lasted all week. It was so much fun...my whole body's still sore from dancing though :) Good times. Now it's back to real life. Started classes yesterday....and i've already got soooo much to do....for work too. Plus i've been really tired late....didn's sleep much last week....like three hours per night...one night i didn's sleep at all. Me and some friends started talking....and we talked all night....i was tired, but it was soooo worth it. Anywayz.....i've gotten to know some great guys...but i really don't need any more boy drama so i'm gonna try to keep it on the friends level :)

I hope you're all doing great and that you know how much you still mean to me.

LOVE YOU ALL

*I'm out*

ps. Keep updating xanga you lazy people

Life's crazy!

I use to be able to write anything on xanga, but nowdays I don't know who reads this. Life's good, but a bit crazy right now. I've got so much to do at work and this huge assignment for school that's due December 29th. December 29th....how insane is that. They just don't want us to have any time off. Me and the girl i'm working with are gonna try to get done before....but there's just so much to do. It's not the end of the world though, I'll live. Then there's some boy drama. Guys are just really slow sometimes....sorry guys, but you are. Why can't you just get it. Do we have to be so harsh for you to get it? Can't you just take hints. Well....i'll work it out. There's not much else going on. I was out Christmas shopping yesterday...a got a few gifts...then I founds these awesome boots that i've been wanting to buy forever....so I got them...and now i haven't got that much money left....so when i've gotten all my christmas gifts....I'm gonna be pretty broke, but that's okay....cause the boots are the coolest boots ever. I've gotta post of a pic of them later and you'll see just how awesome they are...sorry...I'm sounding all materialistic....I'm not, but i love shopping so sue me. I can't wait til Christmas....I need some time to to relax and push all my worries and all the stress out of my body for a little while.

well...i should get going...

Just wanted to give you a quick update.

Busy...busy...busy...but life's still good!

It's been about three weeks since my brother left. It feels so strange not having him around...not having him to talk to. He's actually sent me two letters already....which is like a miracle for my brother....he's not very good at keeping in touch. I'm sure his girlfriend is getting tons more letters....i can understand that. I wet down to see her two weeks ago....it was nice to just hang out. It must be so hard for her....imagine not seeing your girlfriend/boyfriend for two years....it's a really long time. But I do think they will make it. They truly love each other. She's a great girl. Anywayz....school's as busy as usual....and so is work. I've actually taken time to be more social lately...don't know how i've managed to do so considering there's only a certain amount of hours each day...but it's been nice doing something other than working, going to class, and studying. I've had a blast getting to know new people. My sister turned 30 this week...she's taking it pretty well...i thought she'd be freakin out. I still don't know what to get her. She's coming over for dinner on sunday..so i gotta buy her gift tomorrow...i want it to be something special....something really cool.....hopefully i'll figure something out. i hope all is well with each and every one of you. I know everyone's really busy and not so good at keeping in contact...including me, but shouldn't we try a little harder. I mean...i really don't wanna loose any of you, but it feels like i don't know anything about your lives anymore..at least not some of you. I'm gonna try harder at least....and i'm hoping some of you will too.

I love you guys...and miss you tons

Veronica

Good byes are never easy...

Today I said good bye to my brother Andreas. I'm not going to see him for two years. I feels like an eternity. Me and my brother have gotten really close lately and i can't even begin to imagine what life's going to be without him. He's always there for me and i'm gonna miss him sooooo much. So, you might be asking youselves right now....where is he going. Well, in our church you can choose to go on a mission and that's what he's done. You send you papers in without knowing where you're going and then you get your calling. He's been called to Amenia, i know what you're thinking...where's that? All i know is that it borders Turkey. I better start learning some more about the country.

This morning he left for the mission training center where he will be for the next three months to learn the language. Three months to learn a completely foreign language might sound impossible, but it's not. With the right amound of faith impossible things can happen. My brother's faith and trust in the Lord has always been inspiring to not only me, but to many of those around him. I can't believe i'm not gonna see him at all for two whole years. We went with him to the airport this morning, Andreas girlfriend too, and we all cried a river. People were probably thinking we were insane. Well...just wanted to let all those of you who know Andreas that you might not hear from him in a while. As soon as I have his adress I'll post it so those of you who know him and want to can write him letters.

In my own life, i don't have much time to do more than just study, go to class, work, and ride. I pretty much have zero freetime. On the guy side...there's just been too much drama lately. I seem to always attract the wrong guys, the obsessive guys. I know...fun...not. I know I have to learn to be me more staight up honest and tell them right away that i'm not interested, but it feels so mean. Why can't guys ever just be your friend, is that so impossible? Most of the time it seems that way. Well....life goes on, lol. I miss you guys tons and haven't talked to any of you in a really long time. I need to get better at emailing. I really do want to stay updated on what's going on with everyone. I miss you guys.

Anywayz....remember to let you light shine everyday

love, veronica